Well, well, well...a year or so late, and a dollar fuckin' short. So what the hell happened?! To be honest, everything, really. New house, new (er, sorta) gig, became a fucking FATHER, of all things...it's been chaos. A total personal holocaust of utter destruction, shaky-yet-vital rebirth, and all around tentative, if monumental mutation. With that tone in the air, I thought: fuck it. The time has come to return to my bastard internet spawn of borderline-useless creative venting, my mental jizz-spray of arcane, yet potentially vital musings, to guide us through these dark and odd times. So with that...let us jump RIGHT back into the wave pool I dropped you off at so very long ago, and smear ourselves with the pungent musk of...yes...the 1990s.
The '90s, as you may remember, were a weird time. Hell, maybe you DON'T remember. More likely, you're trying not to. Whatever you're up to in that brain of yours, it doesn't change the fact that the '90s were some weird shit, right out of the gate. Remember Tom Petty's FREE FALLIN' video, from '89? It pretty much predicted what the dawn of the '90s would be all bout.
Assholes |
So where the hell does this leave you humble host's increasingly uncomfortable ramble? Well, let's land the warship in, oh, say 1991. Right about when the '90s TRULY became The Nineties, and long before everything you nostalgically worship actually happened. That's where an eight-year-old CORPSE MONGER comes into the story. And he was not altogether happy.
Your humble host could tell that things were...off. The party that was life seemed like it was winding down, and for no discernable reason. Everything that was good - objectively, purely, beautifully good - was bizarrely going out of style, drop by drop, like when your best friend becomes, almost imperceptibly, a dickbag overnight once he hits middle school, and starts shunning you, just because. That's what culture was doing at around that time. And it was hard to put your finger on. There was just this ennui that replaced all the excitement. Societal pod-people type shit, but when you're little kid, you can't quite put a name on it.
But I had my obsessions. I still burrowed for the fruit beneath the trash, vigorously. The afternoon cartoons were pretty fuckin' fresh. Duck Tales was still ragin' on in repeats, and that begat Darkwing Duck, Tiny Toon Adventures was in its prime, Gummy Bears was still inexplicably delightful (and sweet Jesus, that theme song was sonic Crack)...but the one that pulled me in, with an unhealthy hold, was naturally CHIP AND DALE'S RESCUE RANGERS. Granted, Tiny Toons was easily the best of the lot, but the adventures of Chip and Dale held an unhealthy sway over my tiny mind...mostly because of my sweet, beloved Gadget.
My tiny underpants reeked of cheese |
In between bouts of crackling pre-teen sexual psychopathology, I dwindled my remaining months in public school (before a full scale anxiety-fueled meltdown saw me packing my bags at the start of 3rd grade, and turning my back on society almost altogether), doing kid stuff like obsessing over the Troll catalogs that heralded the arrival of the mythic book fair.
A window into a world I could never belong to |
Yeah. Speaking of. There was a little something in the air at the time, and my constantly leering over the newest issues of Fangoria, GoreZone, and whatever off-brand rag was handy at the time hipped me up to it, whether I totally grasped it or not. A weird little tidbit that caught my eye and somehow deemed itself important in my tiny eyes...the controversy, such as it was, surrounding LEATHERFACE: The Texas Chainsaw Massacre III. Now, here's a little something that might not make sense to you kids now - or maybe it'll make a little too much sense to you by the time any of you read this - but TCM3 was viewed, at the time, to be the absolute limit the God-fearing mainstream could allow, and just barely at that. Apparently, it was a straight up scandal, and as such, it spoke to me somehow.
As important to me as Santa |
Like every ne'er do well horror kid, I had heard of Texas Chainsaw Massacre. And like most 8 year olds, I still hadn't seen it yet. But Leatherface was still an icon, just like the fuckin' Kool Aid Man, or the President, whoever the fuck that was...you knew him just by looking, and his reputation was legendary, even if you half made it up yourself by filling in the countless blanks. He romped through the pages of Cracked Monster Party, he was a reference you'd make on a lonely road traveling somewhere late at night, you knew what he did...basically. But like sex, you didn't really know it 'til you knew it. So the sudden, big fuss about it was like someone bitching about tits in your general direction...you always knew they existed, you always knew you kinda dug 'em, but now, you NEEDED to know what all the sweat and spittle was about. And like tits indeed, Leatherface lived up.
It may have been mangled, crippled, hobbled, and generally folded-spindled-mutilated from what it originally set out to be, but even before you saw this thing, you could feel the sick rolling off of it. And let me tell you bunkie, at the dawn of the PC era, that was INTOXICATING. Particularly if your balls had practically just dropped. Suddenly, sight-unseen, Leatherface became your best imaginary friend.
My idolatry did not match my spelling prowess |
"Wait, this has TITS?!" |
Occasionally, it was even wild shit that I got to pick, and when the chance finally presented itself to rent the still-steaming Leatherface video, you'd goddamn better believe I took it. Well, and I took a shot at Mutant Hunt too, but my dad shut that down at the first sight of tits. That was dear ol' Dad...you could cut a woman's face off, but she'd better keep her shirt on. My mom on the other hand couldn't handle gore at all, but basically shrugged off tits, probably because, well, she had some.
My dad was the kind of guy who, succumbing to basic human urges, would pick up a porn mag at a truck stop, but sneer at it in case anyone was looking, yet understood my primal urge to watch Dawn of the Dead when I was still in single digits. Whereas my mom started laughing hysterically when someone accidentally popped in a porn in front of all the kids at a family Halloween party once, yet thought I was going to become a serial killer because of my obsession with horror. Parents are weird. Then again as this rambling missive clearly illustrates, I had exactly zero healthy preoccupations across the board, so maybe they were both onto to something.
I should visit my parents more |
Neutered? Did I say neutered?
As most of you horror-adept reading this know (*in which your author and host pretends for his own edification that anyone is, in fact, reading this), TCMIII began its ill-birthed existence as a legendarily ultra-violent script by splatterpunk lauriete David J.Schow. And while a jobbing Jeff Burr took a decidedly more pedestrian approach to the material whilst sitting in the director's chair, the sheer nature of the material itself couldn't be tamed outright, and the resultant cinematic atrocity was assaulted and brutalized by limp-dicked New Line execs with more furor than even the characters onscreen, then FURTHER defiled by no-dicked clowns at the MPAA. After passing through no fewer than three well-meaning entities looking to do nothing short of turn Leatherface into a gelding, the debauched flick wound up nowhere NEAR as deranged as it so dearly sought to be. But at the time - only glimpsed at, through my still-inexperienced eyes - there was one frontier where anything and everything truly went...the comic book page.
NEXT UP...FOUR COLOR DEBAUCHERY, AND A TRUE LEGEND RISES TO BECOME A PERVERSE SAVIOR IN A MALIGNANT AGE!